aimi mengong~
wahahaha..kenapa laa aku cukup merasakan x bestnya life aku skang ni?
adakah disbbkan aku tensi? stress? depressed? huhu..tak tahu~~~
waaa..mcm mna nk kembalikan keyakinan diri yg semakin hilang ni…?
setahu aku, mmg dari dlu lg aku tadek keyakinan diri ni..
aku suka bandingkan diri aku ngan org lain, pastu mula la rase humble..rase malu pd dri sendiri yg serba kekurangan..
pastu mula la berangan, "kalaulah aku mcm si polan tu..kan bagus"
astaghfirullah…betapa x bersyukurnya aku atas apa yg dikurniakan…..
isk isk isk… :’(
org selalu menilai pd luaran tanpa kenal isi dalaman (mksud aku, hati or hati budi..bkn organ2 dlm badan)..huhu…
aku seorang yg ceriakah? pada zahirnya…ya…
aku seorang yg sempoikah? pada zahirnya…mungkin ya…
tp, mereka tidak tahu bhw di sebalik semua ni, terselit sumthin yg sukar utk diluahkan… (erk, poyo plk aku ayat aku..tp, begitulah…)
tidak mengapa..biarlah sume ni menjadi rahsia peribadi..tidak perlu dikongsi dgn org lain….
semoga Dia sntiasa mendengar rintihan hati hambaNya ni…
wawawawawawawa……homesick…..
*dead
eh. ko sebut nama aku ke tuh? haha. ape la kau ni. relax la weh..
pasan la ko wawa! hahah
aimi aimi…if you want to compare something that is subjective you should compare with something worser so that you will feel grateful..4 instance, u think that ur hand and ur finger is not nice, not as pretty as ur fren or maybe u think dat ur leg is not nice with lot of scars and scratch..u should be grateful for at least you still have hands and fingers to hold and grab thing and legs to walk on..u should think that there’s a lot of disabled people out there who have no legs, no hands, no fingers..do you feel grateful now? That’s just some instance..there’s a lot more thing that you can compare..la tahzan aimiko..live your life to the fullest..u dont need to have the best of everything…just make the most of everything..be confident with urself..wahaha..panjang lebar bebelan aku..ntah2 lg panjang dr entry ko..hahah..papepon..glad to have u as my fren..ill be here for u whenever u need me..eceh..poyo gile..kakaka..take care aimiko! study smart! pray for our success